and i wish can do it better , :' )

emm , guess what ? I felt i am same like a lying piece of shit .

why ? I just dont know what i am going  to do again , my mind empty , my heart  felt empty . 

I felt lost . 

Why cant he just be the kind of guy that make me happy , not the one who's keep on 

hurting me . There's alot of guy outside there wants to be with me .

But i choose him , I dont know why . Being with him makes my day .

Im tired chasing him everyday , being stalker at  his fb account , google about him , 

find out more things about him , thinks alot of things that might make him happy . 

I did all of that and alot of things , why cant he appreciate me ? 

Am i embrassing him ?

Sometimes , I just cant denied that i cant make he happy because , 

Im the type of girl who's just sit at home , studying , reading , and being a nerd at home .

Im not usually goes out , hanging out with friends also being with him . 

Im sorry . I cant be a perfect girlfriends for him .
I just cant stand this anymore , seeing him with other girls having a great conversation 

while with me ? just a simple conversation . makes me sick .

Sometimes , I want to have another boyfriend that can make me felt being need.

But , i just cant . 

I hate myself , .  why cant he just understand what I want . 

maybe , im just too selfish . 

Can i ask u guys about something?

It is wrong if i get jealous because other girls are trying to get his attention?

I know the answer is not . 

I just care too much about him , I also makes a lot of  mistakes .

I dont want other people destroying  our relationship that we've build .

Maybe i just a lil bit childish for him . right ?

Im sorry , from now on i just need to change myself .

Not changing to some else attitude but , I just want to be the new me .

Care too much will hurt u soo much . That's  the points . I wish i cant do better from now .

Next month , i will have big exam . I hope i can do it :) 

Pray for me , God bless u all :)

can i have this ?

Tumblr People :)

Alyph Sleeq , :)

I dont know why , but this guy is the famous guy in my blog . 736 people view about him . haha . btw , this guy awesome . love him , ghahaha .

twinkle2 lalalla

im an ordinary girl . 

sincerely , ms abaii ♥

orang sabah style :) yeah , im proud to be sabahan

enjoy it , not talk alot of shit about it .

i dont care what other people think about Sabah .

Im proud to be Sabahan :D

pray for the world :)

BERAYA :D

hey , just get back from beraya :) its fun :)

im ordinary girl :)

:P

hey , hari ne sy jadi stalker di fb org n blogger di blog2 org , and found this , i want to describe all about us in every picture that i post , maybe its mean alot to me or its just me :P knpa sy post ne gmbar , sy rindu dia sngat2 , walaupun kmi gaduh , dia peningkan kpla sy , or maybe sy geram dngn dia taopun dia yg geram dngan sy , kami still sma2 smpai skg , 5 kali da kmi brek  :P <malu oh> cam tea pndai jga relationship pula sy ne , haha .

kabur ba kan ne gmbar , " I will always believe in the Power of Prayer " . pa2 pun kta buat , doa la perkara
yg paling penting . i wish i could forgive those people who has hurt me alot . sy tao sy seorang yg keras hati :P im sorry , sy teda minta pun tuk jdi bgni :P

actually , sy bosan , thats why post2 yg bkn2 ne :P

Honestly , IMY :(

hello bloggie . bangas suda dia ne . haha . ohyah , last month punya cerita .
sy break lagi sma cal ari tu . trus heboh la kan . emm . tetau la tu knpa .
ada la tu sebab2 dia kmi brek . sy tao ada org jadi spy d blog sy ne . haha
jadi sy akan jga secret sy sebaik mungkin :P . lepas kami brek ari tu . sy kenal
sturang lelaki . he is trying to be my ex superhero (asdafafgjhhjsad) tida sama ,okay ?
dia gete ou . sy kasi tnggal la juga last2 . em hahaa . then nda lama , cal bwa me kapel balik.
sy tetau la , dari dulu lgy ne asal break mesti kapel balik . :) jadi , sepa2 lgy yg still stngah mati
cari tao sy masi sma dia ka tida , brenti la . jangan suka rosakkan hubungan org lain . kebalikkan
la kamu ne . yg saya tao . kami masi sma2 , lantak kau la mo jelezzzz . hahaa .

haha . abaii ba ne . gumuk liao de .