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Thursday, 31 January 2013

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Its been 4 days he at there  and I going to struggle for my exam for march . Since there nothing i need to do again with my private life . I will keep myself busy about school things , church activities and tuition . This will make me feel better cause im still sad my bestie and  my superguy is no here being with me . So , I need to make myself more confidence and strong . This will be better i guess . I miss them so much . :3 

I hope he will not forget me . Well this year im in 4rasional . third class but thats nothing to be proud about . 
I can feel a bit hard for acc subject but it's still okay as long i can understand . Tomorrow my tuition class will begin . Its kinda new life for me because i lost my old friend , and i also felt weird cause he's not at here . I realize all that happen because im growing up . So , I just need some relaxes . my mind in a messy yesterday , I also be friends again with my enemy . Its weird . But its okay because i dont want to have haters . I need to change now , my attitude need to be more mature because i know things doesn't the same anymore . Seriously , i hate getting this kind of feelings where u just need one person to hold your hands and told you things will be fine . I really dont like this . Last week when im alone at home I scream loud as I can because i want those junk feelings out from me . Well , I meet new friends at school . A lot . All of my new friends is called by people as "cina kabun" . I guess them wrong , they are nice people and not suppose to be called like that . I hate getting my stomach hurt so many times , this disease makes me stronger . I miss him :') 
But its doesn't make sense anymore because Im not going to see him until May . But I believe in one qoutes thats say , Distance doesn't make sense if you care about someone . Whatever happens syg , i love u opu :')

Thursday, 17 January 2013

:) its been the worst month in this year  ,
because I've to face many kind of problem.
Jesus , every night I pray to you . Please help me ,give me strength to face all this problem that keeps on make me have a headache .. sometimes I cry to make me fall asleep because I think that is the best way 
I can go to sleep .. oyaa .. this year my class is 4 rasional and for the electives I take account class . 
thats all I can say for this time .. so busy right now cant be to often update my blog ..  
bye  bloggie bangas :P 


Thursday, 3 January 2013

yay ,  .

Sunday, 30 December 2012

yesterday :)

Azam baru :)

Shallom , lama nda update blog . baru blik dri kk tadi . sangat panat . hahaa .
aiyaaa , bln depan dia p n.9 suda . gila la sy ne .


he gave me this song :)


Friday, 21 December 2012

Jesus is my Savior :)


Thursday, 20 December 2012

21/12/2012

hey blog bangas , hari ni dorng ckap mo gelap . tda pun ne . smua la org mo cap psal tu ba . mls ne sy mo dngar bikin tda mud . tadi pgi p mkn lae sma dorng mamy d afc . kanyang okay . tus tu anti sma tu jie2 p paluk sy . hahaa . lama tda jmpa kan . lae pun sy jarang kluar . tus snggah lagi p tmpat apo sy d otu ada smbayang tu kung2 sy . mera mata sy kluar dri sna kena tu asap hiong . nda lama kna kstau kazen dady ada yg mninggal . ksian dia . may her soul rest in peace :( pastu sy jmpa dorng kuku smua . lma jga la bcrita . kami pulang p tmpat nene iban sy lagi . dia bgi 'angpau' tuk christmas . hahaa . tus tadi sy on9 sy nmpak ni dia bkomen2 sma kawan dia yg prempuan . lawa lgi tu . kawan pun kwan laa . sma ne layanan dia . memang la sy jeles . sedih ne sy . ari tu sy da mnta paswed fb dia . dia tda mau bgi ne . ada apa2 la tu . berlaa dia . mcm mo mngis ne sy tpikir bgtu . klau sy tegur dia ckp sy sensetif laa apa laa . knyataan ba tu . siapa laa tida jeles kapel sendiri bgtu  . sorry :( jahat ne sy . maybe klau dia tbca ne mang dia geli22 ne . cara dia layan sy kan sma ne cara dia layan prempuan lain . sedih btul sy tau . dia smbung study lgi next year . sy tda mau dia buat jnji lagi mcm yg dia pgi plkn tu . sbab sy tau yg dia mmg akan ada gadis baru sna nty . sabar sja laa kan  . sbab sy tau rsa dia mcm mna skit nanti  sy syg dia betul .. :( tapi ada lgi prempuan syg dia , lama lgi tu 7 taun ka .. dia pndai bpkir juga ba tu .. biar laa . yg penting dia teda tau ne hal pun sda ckup  okay laa . :) bye bloggi bangas ..

Wednesday, 19 December 2012

pmr result :)

Finally  all my crazy though is over :D
2a 3b 2c , i've tried my best , Im so afraid to hurt my parents feelings . but now i've made them proud . yay .
cant believe it . im so happy now . :D

Monday, 17 December 2012

Pmr result :3

this is how my face look likes since last week . 
Pmr result will be announce tomorrow .
I cant sleep . aiyaa >.<
takut ou . 
Sy hrap smua pun lulus laa . Amen :)

Thursday, 13 December 2012

hey , lama sda tda p school . hari pun sy lupa suda ne .
dorang d luar tnguk bola , sy d bilik siok sturang bgmbar . baru pas mndi ne . 
tadi sy try ketip tu babak di jari . bedara skit tapi blm sy buka abis .
takut ne sy mo buka tus sakit lae tu . jadi sy buat krja guna 4 jari seja skg if d tgn kanan ne . 
nda tau la smpai bila ne . haha
btw , i miss my lemak . 
next year dia smbung study da . jau lagi tu . d n.9. sedi juga la =,=
tapi pa buli bwat dia msti mo blajar juga . itu yg sy mau . 
nnti jmpa dia sy mo bagi dia ne patung . jap aa.
patung sy ba tu , tapi kan sy ijik dia snoppy . 
tu patung pun mang snoppy , jadi haha. sy mo bgi dia nty .
okay laa . nanait bloggie bangas :)